Silently Cry

I wake up in the middle of the night,
For my heart silently cries,
Regretting actions from my past,
Forcing me to forget the future I've got,

It's raining outside,
I'm cold inside,
Untamed winds ravage my mind,
Lonely in my desert I cry,

I request a friend for some comfort,
But friends are not reliable,
When my condition is averse,
Friends disperse,

The value of my company,
Is decided by the amount of promissory notes I carry,
It has nothing to do with my existence,
It's raining outside, I'm crying inside.