I Decide

It is left unto me to decide,
If I am in heaven or hell?
It is I who shall create,
Hell and Heaven,

There is pleasure,
There is Pain,
They are here and there,
Sometimes everywhere,

Information I yearn,
Ignorance I detest,
Knowledge gained through experience,
To experience I dread,

Running away is not a solution,
Fear is only an illusion,
Success is not elusive,
Being lazy is abusive,

Decisions are indefinite,
Conclusions aren't limited,
Unless and until attempted,
Decisions seem irrevocable.