Receive

Loneliness accompanies me,
Sadness is my friend,
Depression gladly dances around me,
My actions are my guilt,

Confronted by this loneliness,
I lose my vision,
Acceptance from anyone, I desire,
Rejection is all that I have mastered,



How difficult is it to get some love?
I know not cause I've never tried,
How long does it take to make it an habit?
To learn to receive that which is already been given,

My thoughts desert me,
My pain always remains,
The path that I've chosen reveals to me,
The darkness that surrounds me, is me.