Demon

If someone where to ask me right now,
What I hated the most?
I would reply,
Every single time, myself,

I try sometimes hard,
Sometimes not at all,
But things never change,
They remain as they are,



Is it worth living?
Is it worth dying?
Is it worth trying?
Is it worth asking?

No one answers nobody,
All seek the least profit,
Consciously or not,
Darwin was right with his theory,

Why is it so difficult?
To find a shoulder,
A person to share with,
A person just for me,

Is this much to ask?
Is it worth to seek?
Is the demon within me?
Is the demon me?